Since transferring to UCSB I made myself a pact to be single for at least a year that I’m here. There’s just been one too many bad relationships. Recently, however I met a guy that I liked and was boyfriend material. I was giddy at the thought of having someone to share things with and not being alone. But as things have gotten extremely stressful for me financially and emotionally, I feel like I can’t enter any relationship in the state I’m in. There’s just too much on my mind to even begin to put my energy into something else. It’s better for me to accept it and move on with stabilizing myself as an independent individual and only then can I begin to look for someone else. Although having a bf would be really nice, it’s even nicer to know that I’m putting myself on hold for the right time.
Just a thought I felt I had to document. :)